Losing and Emptiness

For me

Losing you means

Losing my dreams

Losing my hopes

Losing the smile on my face

Losing the colours of my days

Losing the happiness in my heart

Losing the warmth i have within me

Losing the peace i have yet to found completely

Losing the love i really don't want to lose

Losing my source of power

Losing my energy

Losing my mind

Losing,,,

Myself...

All that's left in my heart

Is not even close to ordinary

Cause

Sadness

Hatred

Dissapointment

Anger

Are piling up

I can't smile

I can only cry

I can only put an expressionless face

I can only put an empty look

I only see grey and black through my eyes

As dull as watching an old TV

As hurtful as seeing the Grim Reaper come

No more rainbows

Like the ones i saw when you're around

Cause you're gone

With all those things

Taking all the good things left in me

Robbing my life

Left me wandering with no direction

Left me being so pathetic

Left me being so weak

Left me being so fragile

Left me being so,,,

Empty...

-Naytica-