You Are My Love

My heart feels warm

Flowers are blooming

and the Sun is shining

In My Heart

All the sadness,

dissapointness,

and anger,

left my heart

Like it never comes

All because of you

You give me your love

and you give me your heart

You make my life

Happier than anyone

In this world

Because now,

You're My Love

-Naytica-

Colours of Feelings

Pink is Love

Red is Anger

Blue is Sadness

Yellow is Happiness

and Black is Loneliness

A Pink Rose

    shows beautiful Love

A pair of Red Thorn

    shows great anger

The Blue Sea Water

    shows deep sadness

The yellow Sun

    shows big happiness

A Black Deep Hole

    shows life full of loneliness

When you're black,

You need a Yellow to shine on you

and erase the loneliness you feel

When you're blue

You need a Pink to cover it

and make the sad covered with Love

When you're Red

You need a Yellow and Pink to push it away

and make you feel better

It's The Colour of Feelings

That you feel in your life

-Naytica-

Feeling Blue

It's blue..

My heart is very blue..

Even bluer than the Seclusian Sea

My heart is hurt

Very hurt..

Because a knife

Has stab my heart

Deeply...

The knife of betrayal

The knife of anger

The knife of sadness

and the knife of fake love

It hurts so much

Until i feel like i want to destroy it

So i don't have to feel that way

Why?

Why do i have to feel this?

And now the blue of sadness

and the red of blood

in my heart

can't be healed

Without you...

-Naytica-

My Heart, Your Heart

I give you my heart

Because it has chosen you

You always have the biggest place

In my little heart

I believe,

I also have a space in your heart

Even though it's only a small place

When you go away,

I may be feeling lonely

But my love wont change

'cause you're always in my heart

No matter where you go

and where you are

In my heart,

You accompany me

You make my heart warm

And you make my loneliness

Gone...

I hope,

I can be in your heart also

So,

i can make you feel

The way i feel

I want you to feel warm

Because my heart is with you

I want you to forget the loneliness

Because of my presence in your heart

I want you to feel love

Because my love will always be with you

-Naytica-

Love Will Never Lie

Love will never lie

Why?

Because it's from our deepest heart.

And our deepest heart can't tells lies

It will always tells the truth

Because it don't want to hurt

and be hurt

It was something

That wont change

and can't be change

From the past

until the end of the world

When my heart already choose him

I can't like anybody else

My heart wont open for anybody else

My heart

will only open it's door for him

My mouth can say "I hate him"

But in my heart,

It really hurts

Because it hurts him

Everywords that make him hurt

Always make a scar in my heart

So,

I won't lie again

I will say the truth

and the truth is,

I Love You

From my deepest heart

-Naytica-

My First Kiss

It was something

that is very important to girls

because it reflected

that the one that you kiss

Is the one that you love the most

from now until forever

When it happens,

Two soul become one

Two mind thingking the same thing

and Two heart united

as one heart full of love

When you do it,

my heart is blooming

I can't let my mind go from you

I can't think about enything else

No one and nothing

can bother us

It's like a miracle

it makes my heart feel warm

Like there was a sun inside my heart

shining and makes the flower of love inside my heart blooms beautifuly

You're my prince

You're my love

You're my everything

For you,

I give my first kiss

-Naytica-

Friendship is...

Friendship is like a Diamond

That is so Precious

True and Rare

Friendship is something

Worth more than jewels

or Money and gold

Friendship is a Miracle

That only whose who believe in each other

And understand each other can have

Friendship is like a blooming flower

That is beautiful

And reflects loves between us

Friendship is a big blessing

From the God

to Those who destined to have

Friendship is Encouraging

Appreciating

Loving

Caring

Listening

Supporting

Trusting

and Understanding each other

Friendship is a precious gift

That is hard to find

and also Hard to let go

So If you have it,

Don't let go of it

Don't ignore it

Don't forget about it

And always,

Take care of it like you take care of yourself..

-Naytica-

Without You

Without you,

I Can't Breathe

Not a second

Without you,

My Life becomes dark

Like the sun doesn't exist

Without you,

I Wont be the one i be now

Because You changed me

Without you,

My Heart will not be one

But only half

Because the other half

Is The Love that you gave me

Without you,

I can't concentrate on everything i do

Because I Can only thing about you

Without you,

I can't live

Because you're the one that fills my day with happiness and love

Without you,

My happiness will fade away

Like i have never feel it

Without you,

I can't feel the love

Like my heart is stolen

Without you,

I can't even stand up

I can only cry and be alone

Because you're my heart

You're my blood

You're my brain

You're everything that i have

-Naytica-

The Things I Hate

I Hate the way you ignored me

and the way you lie to me

I Hate you when you're not with me

and when you didn't call me

I Hate you when you say things i don't want to hear

and especially when you make me cry

I Hate you when you say you want to die

and when you said you're useless for me

I Hate it when you're not around

and make me feel alone

But mostly,

I Hate the fact that i can't hate you

No Matter what you do,

or what you say.

Because I Love You

More than any feelings i have for you..

-Naytica-

Eternal Love

It's something hard to find,

Hard to get,

and Hard to take care of

It's hard to control

But easy to say

It can only be borned

In the heart

Of two blessed souls that loves each other

It can only be found

By the lovers

Who understand each other

Who love each other

Who will never betrayed one and another

I wish i could be

Where you are now

Laying on the ground beside you

and Staring at the sky

With your hand holds my hand

When you stare at me

I can feel how deep you can see into my soul

And looked behind my eyes

To see all the feelings i have for you

A trust

Believing

Caring

and Loving

My life feels alive

Only when you're here with me

And when you're not here with me anymore

My life will be so blue..

So,

I want you to always be by my side

To accompany me

To trust me

To care about me

and to Love me

Forever and Always...

-Naytica-

The Love I Feel

It was something gentle

Something warm

Something that makes my heart feels different than usual

Something gentle

and caring

It's something,

you can only feel

with someone you can share your love to

A gentle touch by hand

A nice big smile

A warm big hug

And a good night kiss

Your Mind

Your body

Your mouth

Your heart

Will never forget

The warmness

The gentleness

and the happiness

Every year, every day, every minute, and even every second

It will always shows up

In your heart, your body, and your mind

To accompany you

walking in the path of your life

Like in heaven that you can't feel

If the one is gone...

-Naytica-

What You Are for Me

You are my bestfriend

Who can help me anytime

Who never let me down

Who always care about me

Who never betrayed me

You are the one that i can rely on

You always give me words to cheer me up

You always lend your ears to listen to my problems

You always listen to me

Even though you have problems also

You never ignored me

That's what you are for me

And I'm sure everybody else also think that way

Because you're a very special friend

That not everybody can have

So,

I Will always be ready

To hear Your problems

To help you with everything i can do

To accompany you when you're lonely

And you have to know,

You make me like this

You're the reason i can be the person i am now

Because without you

I'm sure i will not have this wonderful life i have now

That's why i say i'm lucky

To have someone like you

As my bestfriend

Thank you very much

For all your help

My bestfriend

-Naytica-

When I Thought

When i thought i can be happy

I'm sad..

When i thought i love him

I'm dissapointed at him..

When i thought i'm number one

I'm number two..

When i thought I Love this day

I hate this day..

When i thought you cared bout me

You didn't..

When i thought you're happy to be with me

You're not..

When i thought i can make you happy

I can't..

When i thought our problem is done

It's getting worse

When i thought you're listening to me

You're not

When i thought you want to do it for me

I was wrong

When i thought it will be successful

It's not

But when i thought it was over

It's not..

-Naytica-

When I Met You

When i first met you at the fifth grade,

I thought you're only the same as any other boy i've met

But, after we know each other

And finally became best friends,

I Know that you're DEFFINETLY different

Because you're kind

You never mock me, like other people did

You cared bout me, when no one did

You sent me messages, when i'm lonely

You accompany me, when i don't have anybody

Even though we didn't contact each other

Like we did in the past

But i still want to be your best friend

Now, it's like we have a wall between us

You have her

And I have him

We can't contact a lot like in the past

But you still try to

And that make me happy

Especially, you make me smile when you sent me a messages

And when i'm in trouble,

At that time also,

U sent me a messages

I don't know if it's destiny

Or you know it

But thanks to you,

I can smile again

even though my heart still hurts

Thank you,

My Bestfriend

-Naytica-

Bagaikan

Bagaikan Hujan

Airmata ku mengalir deras

Bagaikan guntur

Suara hatiku berteriak

Bagaikan tertusuk pisau

Hatiku terasa sakit

Bagaikan heno heno mo heji

Aku pun sedang bersedih

Bagaikan angin

Aku dianggap tak ada

Bagaikan air

Aku hanya bisa menerima semua itu

Dgn mengalir bagai air dalam sungai hidupku

Bagaikan batu

Tak bisa berbicara

Tak bisa mengeluh

Tak bisa mengatakan isi hatiku

Bagaikan penjahat

Aku di penjara

Dalam kesakitan

Bagaikan tanah

Aku selalu diinjak-injak

Tanpa ampun

Bagaikan sampah

Aku dibuang begitu saja...

-Naytica-

Mistakes

It's easy to made
But it's very hard to take responsibilities for it

It's easy to do
But it's hard to forget

It's easy to say sorry
But it's hard to be forgived

It's easy to make people believe that it's just a missunderstood
But it's very hard to cover it all with lies

It's easy to lie bout it
But it's hard to make people believe in you again

It's easy to be written
But it's hard to be erased

It's easy for you to forget
but it's hard for other people to forget

It's easy to think that was wrong
but it's hard to admit it

Mistakes, can make you feel hard to walk on your path of life
So try not to make them

-Naytica-

It's Hard to..

It's hard to say I Love Him
but It's harder to say I Hate Him

It's hard to live with him
but it's harder to live without him

It's hard to say hello
But it's harder to say goodbye

It's hard to hug him
but it's harder to just let him go

It's hard to be with him
but it's harder to leave him

It's hard to believe him
but it's harder to not believe him

It's hard to stare at him
but it's harder to not look at him

It's all hard,
But all the harder to say what i always wanted to...

I Have to Believe in Him

My Mind says,
"It hurts my feeling"
but My Heart says,
"It's okay"

My Mind says,
"He's wrong"
but My Heart says,
"I'M wrong"

My Mind says,
"He shouldn't do that"
but My Heart says,
"He didn't mean it"

My Mind says,
"I don't want to answer him"
but My Heart says,
"I have to"

My Mind says,
"I'm tired of all this"
but My Heart says,
"I have to be strong"

and I say,
"I have to believe in him..."

-Naytica-

I Would Rather Choose...

If one day, someone ask me to choose,,
Between Intelligence
and Your Love,,,
I would rather choose Your Love

If someone ask me to choose,,
Between our Friendship
and Mountains of Money,,,
I would rather choose our Friendship

If someone want me to choose,,
Between My Boyfriend
and My Bestfriend,,,
I can't choose...

You two,
Are TOO Precious for me

I would rather die
Than have to choose
Between you two...

I can't live,
If one of you leave me...

So,,
Please...

Don't leave me...

I Love you two so much..

This poem is for 2 of my precious people

-Naytica-

The Day Won't Come

If there's someone wants us to be separated

They wont find the day

If there's someone wants us to become enemies

That person is the one that will be our enemies

If there's someone wants us to say "goodbye" each other

That person is the one that'll say "goodbye" to us

Because

WE can't be separated

WE can't be enemies

WE can't say "goodbye" to each other

WE can't be separated

       Because our heart is TOO CLOSE to be separated

WE can't be enemies

       Because WE are too close to HATE each other

WE can't say "goodbye" to each other

       Because WE both don't want to be ALONE again

That's why we call our relationship as

Best friends

And you are my Best Friend

-Naytica-

You Won't Find Them Twice

Best Friends

You must've heard that words oftenly

But sometimes,

People missunderstood the true meaning of this words

Best Friend is someone that is close to you

more than anyone else

They're hard to find

and hard to let go

They're more precious than money or gold

but we can't buy them

They're unreplaceable

and can't be anybody else

We must guard them

so nobody will took them from us

We mustn't let them go

Because we can't find someone like them AGAIN

We must make them smile

Like they always makes us smile

We must believe in them

Like they believe in us

We mustn't betrayed them

Like they didn't betrayed us

We must hold them tight

So we will always be together

As Best Friend...

-Naytica-

The Feeling is Love

This feeling is in my heart

It makes me feel warm and nice

It makes me feel happy whenever i met him

It makes my heart beats faster when i met him

It makes me shy and blushing when i'm with him

What is this feeling?

Why does it feel so nice?

Why can it makes me feel this way?

Before i met you,

I never felt this way

I never expected i can feel this way

This really is a feeling that i can't forgot

No matter what i do

It follows me

In my dreams

In my days

In my nights

And whereever i go

And a few months after that,

I realize what is this feeling

This Feeling is

Love

This is a feeling that i can only feel

When i met you...

-Naytica-