Gurun

Menyeka sejuta senyum
Menarik sejuta tawa

Menelan seribu cinta
Melahirkan seribu kasih

Benarkah gurun itu panas
Jikalau kubayang kau tertidur di sana

Benarkah gurun itu dingin
Jikalau kubayang kau bersuka di sana

Meraih seratus mimpi
Menggapai satu harapan

Katakanlah,
Benarkah gurun itu panas?
Jikalau kuingat kau bercinta di sana

-Naytica-

Once a Droplet

Wrapped in water
Boxed in a sphere
Chilled with whispers

Reminder of a day
Evenly spent
Perfectly shared
Carefully cherished

Once a droplet
Twice the mass
Thrice the beauty

Reminder of a date
Suddenly made
Simply passionate
Forever remembered

4 months of loss
5 days of grasping
6 hours due

Due date of the promise
To a vast memory left unfolded
To an enchant left undone

For there are infinities left to reveal

-Naytica-

Until a Lot More

Out of billions of smiles
One stands out

Out of billions of lives
One stands alive

In a world so crowded
Two souls come together
One smile and the other united
From the presence of one another

In a world so full of choices
One and only one choice was made
For the present and the future
Made in the moment to cherish

In a world so wide
Two eyes met
Two hearts held on
Merely and fortunately fated
Until our hands can no longer hold
Until our voices can no longer speak
Until our eyes can no longer see
Until our hearts can no longer beat
And until a lot more
Will I hold on to you

-Naytica-

Can I Have Both?

A bit too soon
Did I meet you
Now every second means a day

A bit too late
Did I meet you
Now every minute means a week

Between the gaps I doze off
Between a cup of tea and a glass of soda
Which is sweeter, oh which is tastier
Can I have both?

Between the olf nostalgic papers
And the exciting new dreams
Which is closer, oh which is better

Can I have both?

-Naytica-

Datang, Datanglah

Mengharap rindu tak pergi
Ketika waktu masih sama
Ketika waktu masih ada

Berharap rindu segera hilang
Ketika waktu seakan mati
Ketika waktu seakan sirna

Bagai masih mengharap rindu itu mimpi
Meremuk jutaan perasaan
Meminta satu dan hanya satu bintang
Datang, datanglah
Bagai matahari yang hanya perlu satu hari

Datang, datanglah
Bagai hari Senin yang hanya satu minggu lagi

Datang, datanglah
Bagai dunia baru yang hanya satu milenia lagi

-Naytica-

The Spirit of a Butterfly

Come on, look
The spirit of a wandering butterfly
Gently, slowly waved by the wind

Come on, look
The spirit of a glimmering butterfly
Swiftly, dimply floating through the crowd

Come on, watch
The spirit of a butterfly left to wish
Wish upon itself, wish for itself
Slightly swooned by the sweet beauty of Venus
Saved by a spinning thought of honey
Rested by the soothing voice of honey

Come, look
Look closely
The shimmering spirit of a growing butterfly

-Naytica-

Diamond

A diamond thrown away
For its flawless shine
For its beautiful spark
For those who sees only see with their eyes

Once in a lifetime
Will a diamond be found
Laying covered in mud
Not shiny, nor sparkling
And thus will the eyes finally see
And takes its feet away

Yet once in every lifetime
Will they find a lump of mud
Surprisingly attractive
For it shows what shant be seen
For it shows what shant be noticed
Yet one pair of eyes
Consider them bound for destiny
They take it and cherish it
As it is lump of diamond
Covered in a puddle of stories

-Naytica-

A Big Box

So hard to find
A big box so invisible, so visible

So hard to push
A big box so heavy, so steady

So hard to give
A big box so discrete, so vulgar

Seek where it's most clear
Push where it's most vulnerable
Give where it's most needed
For a big box doesn't come from scratch
It comes from scars
For a big box doesn't come from strings
It comes from attachments

-Naytica-

"Yes"

Caught off guard

Should I say, "yes"?

Caught crying

Should I say, "yes"?

Caught writing

Should I say, "yes"?

Caught off guard

Should I say. "yes, I'm falling.

I seek a handle, yet none is in reach."

"Yes, I'm in silence. Dreadful silence.

I seek for a speaker, yet none is functional."

"Yes, I'm in pain.

I seek for a medicine, yet none is edible."

"Yes, I'm lonely.

I seek for company, yet I know none is available.

For I know a company is too expensive

When all I can offer is memories.

Hideous memories."

-Naytica-

How to Stop

How to stop
A hand to reach out
When you know it's right in front of you?

How to stop
A voice to scream
When you know it's in reach?

How to stop
A heart to feel
When you know it's only true?

How to stop
These fingers to type
When you know they're only tools
That knows no lies
That knows no hiding
That knows not
How to stop
Telling what's moving them?

-Naytica-

Lone, Innocent Companies

As we all know
Rays of light fade

As we all know
Strings of voices drift

As we all know
Shades of colors go

As we all know
Pages of feelings stays

Apart from reality
Apart from all memories
They stay behind
Wishing they have not been there
Wishing they have never been found
Yet they stay behind..
Keeping us company
With their lone
Innocent selves..

-Naytica-

If I Never Knew You

If I never knew you
This night so dark would stay so

If I never met you
This day so day so bright would die so

If I never saw you
This heart so broken would perish so

If I never loved you
This soul so dead would vanish so

Would this world do so
Keep you away from all harm
Keep you close to all warmth
Keep you dear to all love
Keep you filled to all joy
For without you I won't be?

Would this world do so
Keep me standing strong
For without it
I would have no us to feel
No us to cherish
No us to hold?

-Naytica-

You and Me

Strong and steady
A love to never fade

Tall and fair
A love to always shine

Warm and comforting
A love to always embrace

You and me
A love to never let go

Apart or close
A dream always stays

Possible or not
A dream always stands

Yet with and only with you
I know a dream has came true

A star so bright
It shines my life
It shimmers under the moonlight

A flower so fragrant
It blows me away
It blooms under the sunlight

-Naytica-

Daydream Comes True

Daylight, movie, stars, dreams
A day means more than ever

Stares, kisses, words, love
All and more I'll give for you

Hand, lips, body, life
Yours and yours only

Past, future, now, ever
Forever and ever
Will I dress in white
Will I dress in red
Will I see only a bit more
Towards the comforting warmth
Of a daydream comes true
Up there, right in front, close by, next to me

-Naytica-

In Charge Of Life

Meant to roam free
Built to never stay put

Yes, so I was told

I grow sprouts
And bloom flowers

I rise the sun
And float the star

I melt the ice
And freeze the fire

I bring souls together
And set them apart

I, myself,
Cause happiness
Produce sorrow

Yes, so I was told
I'm in charge of life

-Naytica-

Passed

Call it the blue in roses
Call it human on the core of the earth

A new thing yet to happen
A blessed thing foreseen to bloom

That is what it is

An arrow to the right path
Break me if you must
Kill me if you must
But hold me dear when I've passed

A palace at the end of the road
Take my head if you must
Cut my limbs apart if you must
But keep my heart when I've passed

That is what it is

A crown to take
Once you've died and rise again

-Naytica-

Above

Above the sky

Yet under the ground

Strong enough to lift a million

Yet you settle with a few

Mighty enough to handle the devil

Yet gentle enough to embrace every and all

A pillar of role model

A flag of respect

A light of inspiration

A push of encouragement

And above all

You're the arrow we seek

You're the words we keep

You're the heart we miss

-Naytica-

Star and The Sun

Making love to a star
Yet you fall for the night

Hence the dark takes you close
Entangling you with its boundlessness
And luring you with its naiveté
Reversing a decision once made
Taking back words once said

Breath taking kindness of the night
Enchanting beauty of the dark
At last takes you close to the sun
That almighty star of stars
Singing victory for those who arrives

Fear the love
Overcome the weakness
Raise the glass of gold

Yield against the love
Overrule the stupidity
Unchain the angel inside

Because from a star
I become the sun
And all heads bow in front of you

-Naytica-

Puppets

To say the sun will always shine

Is a lie

To say the air will always be around

Is a lie

Words of encouragement are who they are

Made to believe are what they are

And ready to slowly fade away is what they will be

The sun will not shine tomorrow

For it's not immortal

The air will be gone tomorrow

For it's not unlimited

But, yes,

We say they will be back

Because we are puppets of a delusion

Called "HOPE"

-Naytica-

Warm Hug

So close
To the so called warm hug of death

I can feel its arms
Embracing me
Taking me away

I can feel its breath
Gently blowing on my neck
Whispering quietly for me to come along

I can feel its warmth
Surrounding me
Unknowingly taking me deeper
Deeper into its trap
Its seducing, tempting,
Sweet, and dreamy
One and only warm trap

-Naytica-

Yet Once Again

Right when the moon stands tallest

A heart and another stands closest

A secret and another stands corrected

A question and an answer stands exchanged

A string once left untied

Is sewn together yet once again

On the face of the magical screen

Eyes to eyes 

Voice to voice

A promise is once again resurrected

Two hands once left apart

Is met together yet once again

On the peak of the night

"Would you once again be mine?"

"Yes, I do." 

3 words once left thrown away

Is heard and held yet once again

-Naytica-

Ditelan Malam

Meratap semalam seakan bisu
Mendengar tanpa henti seakan tuli
Menatap sejuta mimpi seakan buta
Melenggang sepanjang seakan terdiam

Ditelan malam
Semua ditelan malam
Tanpa ampun
Menertawakan derita
Menyepelekan segala usaha
Mendepak seribu tangisan

Ditelan malam
Semua ditelan malam
Dingin dan kelam
Kejam dan sinis

Ditelan malam
Semua ditelan malam
Kudekap erat malam itu

-Naytica-

Hubungan

Bertaut detak tak beriring
Bertatap pandangan lurus sejajar
Berselimut suara tak terdengar
Berjudul cinta tak beralasan

-Naytica-

On The Side of The Cliff

Cliffs on my sides
No wings, nothing to save me

On this narrow line I walk
I spare my life
For the chain I nearly break

Struggle, struggle harder!
The chains are merely weight

Break, break free!
The chains are merely strains

Honest, honestly
Say a will of never ending

Innocent, innocently
Say a word of affection

On this narrow line I walk
I found my life
On the very side of the cliff
Where stood a mesmerizing black freedom

-Naytica-

Crystal

When a crystal forms
Its transparent beauty is its face
Its unbreakable form is its charm
But its very ancestor is the reason

Likewise, I must say

For when a love is found
There's no going back
From the face that haunts
The charm that binds
And the ancestors that stays

-Naytica-

The Hymn

Passing hymns of a wandering soul
Sweet and silent
One ear to another
Flowing gently
Unknowingly

Caressing every bit of note
Up and down it flies
Swirling through the quiet plains
Embracing every bit of secret
Swiftly running through the quiet plains

Quickly, listen
Is it the hymn of the dead?

Quickly, listen
Is it the hymn of the voyagers?

Quickly, listen
Is it the hymn of the merely surviving?

Quickly, listen
For it will pass away
Sooner than you can hear it
For it will pass away
Sooner than you can feel it

Quickly, hear the hymn of the undead

-Naytica-

YOU, Where?

An arm long

The distance I call impossible

A step away

The space I call unachievable

A second passed

The time I call eternity

And a glimpse short

The turn I call invisible

Mark my words!

They are close

YOU are

Mark my words!

YOU are near

I am

But where?

Right nor left

Front nor back

Up nor down

I know which

Are YOU here?

-Naytica-

Rindu

Ketika rindu tak lagi bersuara
Benarkah ia sudah pergi?

Ketika rindu tak lagi menyayat
Benarkah ia sudah pergi?

Sampaikah ia ke tempatmu?
Jauh di ujung sanubari
Menatap sendu pada dingin salju
Tempatmu berdiri

Sampaikah ia ke jangkauan pelitamu?
Jauh di pelosok sanubari
Meratap merintih pada putih salju
Tempatmu terbaring

Sampaikah rindu pada hatimu?

-Naytica-

Fallen Feather

After a fallen feather
A soft light feather
Lands to your hand
Though broken and gapped
Will you mend it?

After a fallen feather
A snow white feather
Lands to your hand
Though stained from blood
Will you caress it?

Before long it took a flight
Towards the sun and falls
Onto a tree of pointy leaves

Right after, it took a walk
Across the tree and stepped on
By a giant foot of mis-truths

Then, close by you passed
Upon me you look
Staring deep into the shaft
Where lies the heart
And by any, if not every, means
It fell
Right on your hand
Though broken and gapped, stained from blood
Will you take it and its heart?

-Naytica-

On The Face of A Man

On the face of a man
Lies the mellow light of his eyes

On the face of a man
Lies the cheerful angle of his smile

On the face of a man
Lies the hidden memory of his woman

If you wish to see it
Come
And let the claws of a man scars you

If you wish to reveal it
Come
And let the piercing yell of a man stabs you

If you wish to erase it
Come
And let the burning tears of a man obliterates you

On the face of a man
Lies the hidden power of unstoppable force
To love and cherish
To fight and achieve
To try and accomplish
A woman

-Naytica-

Blooming Flowers

So far away
Blooms the unbind flower
In the midst of snow
Cold white snow

Standing closest to me
Blooms the chained rose
Dark and fragile
In the midst of the sunshine
Hot yellow sun

Should you wish to see
See with your hands
For the distance is only a million feet away

Should you wish to touch
Touch with your ears
For the distance is only a million waves away
From the voice of the blooming flower

-Naytica-

Universe and Space

Beyond a befallen star
Lies the unlimited universe
Wide boundless universe
Embracing every tiny bit
Of a rose yet to blossom

Beyond a befallen star
Lies a space of no boundaries
Big unimaginable space
Crowded by every single drop
Of tears yet to fall

Caress me with a ray
Of light that has yet touches the universe
Caress me with a ray
Of music that has yet reaches the space
Within the unwanted
Between the most wanted

Caress me with a ray

-Naytica-

Shadow Follows

I am a shadow
Made by the day
The shining day
Started by the darkness
Slowly eaten by light

If you need me
Come and find me
And I'll swallow you
With my pitch black mouth

If you need me
Come and get me
And I'll bound you to the light
With my pitch black arms
Until they have gone weak
And withers to your new shadow

A pitch black shadow
Follows a bright light

-Naytica-

Coklat dan Keju

Lembut coklat membalut lidah
Katakanlah kau tak sedia menyerah
Harum coklat terhirup memabukkan
Katakanlah kau tak sedia membungkuk

Manis susu merambati mulut
Katakanlah kau tak akan luluh
Pahit mendayu coklat turun ke kerongkongan
Katakanlah kau tak akan meleleh

Menatap sendu pada sepotong coklat
Direlakan untuk sesuap ampun
Meratap sunyi pada sepotong coklat
Disesalkan layak sesuap dosa

Menggumam rancu pada sebongkah keju
Direngkuh erat rupa harta
Membisik rindu pada sebongkah keju
"Akankah kau beri nirmana padaku?
Layaknya sepotong coklat yang kusesali itu?"

-Naytica-

Pendar Hijau

Pendar hijau dari diriku
Betapa remang
Pendar hijau dari diriku
Kian meredup

Benarkah jiwa tak bisa mati
Meski hati meratap sendu
Benarkah jiwa tak bisa lupa
Meski hati melepas cerca akan senja

Inikah kulitku yang baru
Membujur kaku dalam hari esok
Inikah kulitku yang baru
Berlari serta mengikuti waktu
Tanpa tahu letak utara

Sediakah dunia tempat akan diriku
Rupa kuberi tempat bagi sejuk rindu di utara
Jauh dalam sanubariku?

-Naytica-

The Feeling of A Saviour

One hand tied
One hand left untied

A heart given to one
A heart not given back

A turn taken to the right
Another taken to the left

A voice aimed to guide
A voice left unheard

Is this a rule fair by the world
Where one is given
Yet one is taken

Is this a rule fair by the world
Where one is believed
Yet one is disregarded

Is this the feeling of a saviour?

-Naytica-

Rings and Wings

The pain
The sounds
Oh, the hypnotizing sounds
Where might you be

Wondering to the unknown?
Or to the very center of you?

The stings
The pounds
Oh, the ever so strong pounds
When might you stop

After the singing sounds are ended?
Or right as they voice?

The rings
And the wings
Oh, how beautifully standing
Between each other
For each other
Whilst knowing they shouldn't

-Naytica-

A Human Will Never Die

When a star dies
It leaves its body behind
To shine upon people
To give hope upon human

When a flower dies
It has spread its pollen afar
To give birth to new infants
To blossom new love

Nevertheless
A human will never die
Their love lives
In the hearts of others
In the dreams of loved ones
In the very life of the one

A human will never die
For they leave their hopes
Upon a star
For they leave their love
In a blossoming flower
For they leave their promise
On a vow left noted

-Naytica-

I Will Find You

Like a star misses its life
I miss you
Even through the past and the future
I will find the present and you

Like a flower misses the bees
I miss you
Even through the sky and the ocean
I will find the land and you

Like the world misses life
I miss you
And even through the galaxy itself
I will find you
In the midst of a light so bright
It shines my life like the sun

-Naytica-

Left

Left with a hole
But I can't breathe

Left with a dent
Yet I feel nothing

Left with a scar
Yet I feel numb

Is this the reality?
Is this life?

Left with a feeling
Yet I'm empty

Left with a face
Yet I'm hiding

Left with a sight
Yet I'm blind

-Naytica-

Bagi Tanah Air

Berlumur darah
Berbalut besi

Menginjak hati nurani demi humani
Membuang hidup nyaman demi hidup penjagal

Di mana kah manusia-manusia tirani itu?
Di mana kah kuasa-kuasa penyamun itu?

Menumpas kepala maupun tubuh
Menghapus rezim kincir angin dan matahari
Diikuti hidung gandum mencari ransum

Akan kah kembali?
Akan kah membawa piala?

Tidak satupun dapat berjanji
Tidak satupun memegang harapan

Mengangkat buah gandum
Memegang biji era otoriter

Hanya berbekal api sebagai makanan
Dan cinta sebagai minuman
Bagi padi dan ikan
Bagi tanah air

-Naytica-

Age of The Future

Tainted heart
Wandering all around
Over the sky and above

Yet the eyes are steady
Enchanted by the glowing age
Age of the future
Rose from the ashes of a wandering heart
Simply wishing for a second chance

Above is where the chance lies
Next to a burning gate
Drowned in the dusts of secrets

Made by the tainted heart
Offering a veil upon the eyes
Risking a promise to the future
Except, it is only a veil to someday reveal

At the age of the future

When a tainted heart is once again purified
By an innocent heart called future

-Naytica-

To Love

To love
And be loved

To protect
And be protected

Carved upon a vow
Carved upon a kiss

"I am yours"
"I will stay"

Enforced with trust
Kept within the heart

To cherish
And be cherished

For I am your love
And you are mine

The star of my sky
The flower of my life

-Naytica-

Another Part of Heaven -Special Edition-

Hence another page is turned
Another chapter is about to start
Picking every last moments to cherish
Parting with every last moments to forget
Yet memories will always be kept noted

Never have a life been so great
Enterring yet another part of heaven
With stars and flowers all around

Young is who we are
Enterring yet another part of heaven
Asking for nothing than company
Racing towards the sun with stars and flowers

The star of my sky
The flower of my life
The one chapter I will always leave open
For a new word will always be carved within

Wish we can still be each others'
Until our life ends
And the last words engraved would be
"I still love you until the very end, my dear"

(For my special person out there ^^)

-Naytica-

Another Part of Heaven

Hence another page is turned
Another chapter is about to start
Picking every last moments to cherish
Parting with every last moments to forget
Yet memories will always be kept noted

Never have a life been so great
Enterring yet another part of heaven
With stars and flowers all around

Young is who we are
Enterring yet another part of heaven
Asking for nothing than company
Racing towards the sun with stars and flowers

The stars of my sky
The flowers of my life

Wish we can all leave the sorrowful past behind
And step towards a new gate of freedom and future
Full of surprises and happiness
Full of love <3

-Naytica-