In Charge Of Life

Meant to roam free
Built to never stay put

Yes, so I was told

I grow sprouts
And bloom flowers

I rise the sun
And float the star

I melt the ice
And freeze the fire

I bring souls together
And set them apart

I, myself,
Cause happiness
Produce sorrow

Yes, so I was told
I'm in charge of life

-Naytica-

Passed

Call it the blue in roses
Call it human on the core of the earth

A new thing yet to happen
A blessed thing foreseen to bloom

That is what it is

An arrow to the right path
Break me if you must
Kill me if you must
But hold me dear when I've passed

A palace at the end of the road
Take my head if you must
Cut my limbs apart if you must
But keep my heart when I've passed

That is what it is

A crown to take
Once you've died and rise again

-Naytica-

Above

Above the sky

Yet under the ground

Strong enough to lift a million

Yet you settle with a few

Mighty enough to handle the devil

Yet gentle enough to embrace every and all

A pillar of role model

A flag of respect

A light of inspiration

A push of encouragement

And above all

You're the arrow we seek

You're the words we keep

You're the heart we miss

-Naytica-

Star and The Sun

Making love to a star
Yet you fall for the night

Hence the dark takes you close
Entangling you with its boundlessness
And luring you with its naiveté
Reversing a decision once made
Taking back words once said

Breath taking kindness of the night
Enchanting beauty of the dark
At last takes you close to the sun
That almighty star of stars
Singing victory for those who arrives

Fear the love
Overcome the weakness
Raise the glass of gold

Yield against the love
Overrule the stupidity
Unchain the angel inside

Because from a star
I become the sun
And all heads bow in front of you

-Naytica-

Puppets

To say the sun will always shine

Is a lie

To say the air will always be around

Is a lie

Words of encouragement are who they are

Made to believe are what they are

And ready to slowly fade away is what they will be

The sun will not shine tomorrow

For it's not immortal

The air will be gone tomorrow

For it's not unlimited

But, yes,

We say they will be back

Because we are puppets of a delusion

Called "HOPE"

-Naytica-

Warm Hug

So close
To the so called warm hug of death

I can feel its arms
Embracing me
Taking me away

I can feel its breath
Gently blowing on my neck
Whispering quietly for me to come along

I can feel its warmth
Surrounding me
Unknowingly taking me deeper
Deeper into its trap
Its seducing, tempting,
Sweet, and dreamy
One and only warm trap

-Naytica-

Yet Once Again

Right when the moon stands tallest

A heart and another stands closest

A secret and another stands corrected

A question and an answer stands exchanged

A string once left untied

Is sewn together yet once again

On the face of the magical screen

Eyes to eyes 

Voice to voice

A promise is once again resurrected

Two hands once left apart

Is met together yet once again

On the peak of the night

"Would you once again be mine?"

"Yes, I do." 

3 words once left thrown away

Is heard and held yet once again

-Naytica-

Ditelan Malam

Meratap semalam seakan bisu
Mendengar tanpa henti seakan tuli
Menatap sejuta mimpi seakan buta
Melenggang sepanjang seakan terdiam

Ditelan malam
Semua ditelan malam
Tanpa ampun
Menertawakan derita
Menyepelekan segala usaha
Mendepak seribu tangisan

Ditelan malam
Semua ditelan malam
Dingin dan kelam
Kejam dan sinis

Ditelan malam
Semua ditelan malam
Kudekap erat malam itu

-Naytica-

Hubungan

Bertaut detak tak beriring
Bertatap pandangan lurus sejajar
Berselimut suara tak terdengar
Berjudul cinta tak beralasan

-Naytica-

On The Side of The Cliff

Cliffs on my sides
No wings, nothing to save me

On this narrow line I walk
I spare my life
For the chain I nearly break

Struggle, struggle harder!
The chains are merely weight

Break, break free!
The chains are merely strains

Honest, honestly
Say a will of never ending

Innocent, innocently
Say a word of affection

On this narrow line I walk
I found my life
On the very side of the cliff
Where stood a mesmerizing black freedom

-Naytica-

Crystal

When a crystal forms
Its transparent beauty is its face
Its unbreakable form is its charm
But its very ancestor is the reason

Likewise, I must say

For when a love is found
There's no going back
From the face that haunts
The charm that binds
And the ancestors that stays

-Naytica-

The Hymn

Passing hymns of a wandering soul
Sweet and silent
One ear to another
Flowing gently
Unknowingly

Caressing every bit of note
Up and down it flies
Swirling through the quiet plains
Embracing every bit of secret
Swiftly running through the quiet plains

Quickly, listen
Is it the hymn of the dead?

Quickly, listen
Is it the hymn of the voyagers?

Quickly, listen
Is it the hymn of the merely surviving?

Quickly, listen
For it will pass away
Sooner than you can hear it
For it will pass away
Sooner than you can feel it

Quickly, hear the hymn of the undead

-Naytica-

YOU, Where?

An arm long

The distance I call impossible

A step away

The space I call unachievable

A second passed

The time I call eternity

And a glimpse short

The turn I call invisible

Mark my words!

They are close

YOU are

Mark my words!

YOU are near

I am

But where?

Right nor left

Front nor back

Up nor down

I know which

Are YOU here?

-Naytica-