a.k.a.

Read my heart
Inside out
Changed my path
Here and there
Another place
Right accross the ocean
Directly under the sun

a.k.a.

Revealing secrets
Indifferent to treasures
Kind but far
Undivided yet separated
Strong yet broken
Unidentified yet loved

A secret to live with
Short in time
But rich in memories
A secret to keep hidden
To admire and to cherish
Yet to let go and to say farewell
Is all there is to it

a.k.a.

-Naytica-

Mengharap Namun Sirna

Laut yang berbaring tenang
Sunyi tanpa riak
Tanpa pertanda kehiudpan

Pelita berterbangan
Melawan arus
Menembus ombak

Suara mencari getaran
Terhalang dunia
Ditepis angin

Warna menari
Bersuka, bercinta
Melukis, menulis
Mencuri jiwa

Bersemayam diujung malam
Terlindungi, tersembunyi
Tak dikenal, tak diketahui
Bermandi sinar bulan, berbalut bayangan

Berharap jiwa berlalu
Mencari, menemukan
Melihat, menyelamatkan

Tersesat
Mengharap namun sirna
Meminta tanpa balasan

-Naytica-

Just An Obsession

From afar
From a distance

Just a glimpse
Just a second

All i have
All i can do

Perfectly normal
Though impossible to bear

Completely innocent
Yet filled with lust

Is this love?
Or is this an obsession?

Tickles my senses
Aggravates my heart

Is this love?
Or is this an obsession?

Distant, yet close
Not realizing
Yet our eyes met

How i wish
How i pray
How i want you

-Naytica-

Shadow

For years I've loved
For months I've dreamed
For weeks I've cried
For days I've hoped

But your name is all I have
Memories of the old you is all I remember
Your heart is still hidden

Deep inside a village
With people locking themselves in
With angels travelling
Yet giving no care
Yet taking no glance

Only a shadow
A part of my world
The shadow i've always seen
The shadow i've always followed
My own shadow
My shadow who was walking next to you

-Naytica-

A Bit Far to The Northwest

Blinded by fun

Deafened by the music of angels

Numbed by a depict

Still my heart does not know its place

Still my heart yearns for more

Still my heart wishes for the impossible

A bit far to the northwest

Where day is all there is

Where light is all you have

Still my heart prays for another

Still my heart asks for life

Still my heart knows not where to stand

A bit far to the northwest

I can see

I can hear

I can feel

Still i know not where to live

Still i know not which way to take

Still i know not my heart's place

-Naytica-

An Ending and Another Destination

The past may not last
And love is not to be casted upon

The future may always be a destination
But it is not to be reached

The present may not be impeccable
But it is meant to be

Not despicable
Just predictable
Though it is still painful

Not to be resented
But can't be prevented
Though from afar it is the best

'Tis a box I'm keeping
In which I kept what was mine
In which I kept what was yours
'Tis a box within and beyond reach

Once in a lifetime is all I can give
Though twice is to happen
'Tis a box to reach and to be returned
One in which I reached deep to take
That treasure which was yours
Giving it back is a grace
For it to be accepted is amnesty
A wish to end the past
A wish to decide a new course
Are all I have left

-Naytica-