Is There a Chance?

Is there a chance?
Of someone to steal a star
Once named as Mine

Is there a chance?
Of someone to steal the sun
Once named as Mine

Is there a chance?
Of someone to steal a flower
Once named as Mine

Is there?
Or is it only shadows lurking
In my sky
In my life

Is there?
Or is it only truth
That the star has fallen
That the flower has withered

There is
Since a fool has sang
A song called desperation
A song called separation
A song called devastation
To the star once called Mine
To the flower once called Mine

-Naytica-

Entrusted

To all eternity you chase
Hearts of those you call yours
Entrusted with affection and patience

Brace evil and misbehaves
Eventhough your heart's pierced with it
Still your arms wrapped around
These small bodies of those you call yours

Make a movement with your lips
Only through the years i get
My love, you're the best

Entrusted with affection and patience
Vowed to always guard and guide
Eventhough your tears might come falling
Right until now

I love you mom
As all I say

-Naytica-

The Rainbow Smiles

Years long as they may seem
Only months it lasted
Until the reaper's era will it stay

Along the ocean my thoughts soar
Relentlessly seekig for our eyes to meet
Even through reality it soars

Along the way it meets the rainbows
Lurking in every corner of the rain
Living the live of shadows

Indeed it was the rainbows

Never have these rainbows ignore
Endless beauty of the rain
Endless pain of the rain
Deep inside it smiles to the rain

Forever more
Until the rainbow smiles directly
To the rain from the shadows

-Naytica-

In A Place Called Maybe

In a distance of half

When the time ticks to 16:11
In a place called maybe
Likely will an angel descends
Likely will a meeting reunites

Born from hell
Enjoyed her last moments of torture

Yet smiling to a place called maybe
Only to once more take a stab
Upon her soul and her body
Restlessly does she smile
Smile to a knight at a place called maybe

When an angel descends as yours
And yours only
When the time ticks to 16:11

-Naytica-

O Knight of The Night

Hastily walking towards a day
Asking if it's too allowed to come
Pounding the door as we get there
Pledging smiles to our faces
You're welcome, to a day of the moon

O knight of the night
Now will you take that star
Enchants it with its first yet touch

Marking it as yours to own
O knight of the night
Now will you take that star
Trust it with your hopes and dreams
Hence will it grants all of it

O knight of the night
My beloved love

-Naytica-

A Heart So Weak

Never ending train
On the railroad of eternity
Spinning around
Though never passes the same place
Although never meets the same soul
Leaving a rail behind
Grieving eyes of light
Lurking in the misty night
Crawling inside a heart so weak

Forever going train
Ever keeping its pace
Ever forgetting its place
Leaving the place inside the rain
In hope to find a place to rest
Not so close, not so far
Going faster under the place with a crest
Seeing only the symbol of a star

To ever point a weak spot inside
To ever point regrets kept within
To ever haunt a heart so weak

-Naytica-

At Times in Need

Astonished
A tear came down

Broken
A smile raised

Dying
A laughter voiced

Euphoric
A scream yelled

At times in need
Every hands to reach
Every souls to take part
Every eyes to see
Everything to bid farewell

At times in need
Everyone to take a handful
Everyone to sing a song
Everyone to say "we'll miss you"
Everyone to bid farewell

At times in need
Every blames to shout
Every sins to say
Every mistakes to point
Everything to bid farewell

At times in need
A farewell is made
To bid good luck
And may you be in God's hands

-Naytica-

In One Cold World

In one cold world
A dream passes by
Taking eyes to stare
Taking ears to eavesdrop

In one cold world
A graceful chanting runs through
Driving souls to follow
Driving hearts to set course

In one cold world
A shimering spark crystallizes
Forcing men to bow
Forcing women to kneel

In one cold world
Where all looks beautiful
I see night and deep blue oceans
I see blown out candles and turned off lights
I see broken feelings and shards of tears

-Naytica-

I'm Just a Human

I'm a pillow
I'm a cloud

Driving through the sky
Cloudless sky

I'm with love
I'm in love

Driven with passion
Driven with lust

I'm within a heart
I'm with you

Drive around everyday
Simply to stay every time

I'm a human
I'm just a human

Driven by my heart I say,
"I love you so much"

-Naytica-

Every Thing

Every touch of our skin
Sparks a bit of light inside my heart
Shines all the way to my mind
Carving through with a line of memories
Of us, of our love

Every look I take deep in your eyes
A picture of laughter and smile
Of a day when a star is already born
A star representing every touch of our skin
Representing every look I take on your eyes

Every beat I skip to think of you
Every beat I skip to kiss you
Every beat I skip to say I love you
Every beat I skip to hug you
Every beat I skip to love you

As a picture of laughter and smile
Is everything I could ever ask for

-Naytica

A Carving of Names

A name carved on a ring
A date written on a ring
Each to represent the bond
Of an eternal vow

The diamond on top
Crystal dear,
Sparkling beautifully
Speaking the mind of an eternal vow

Sized gold
To fit a finger
And a finger only
Of an angel sent by the heavens

A carving of names
To depict a vow to love
To depict a vow to stay
With the eternal love on the other's heart
For love is to be between us

-Naytica-

Inside A Small, Innocent Red Rose

It's a shard of ice
Inside a small, innocent red rose
Harmless, in a way
Harmful, in a way

It's a shard of iron
Inside a small, innocent red rose
Tearing it bit by bit
Protecting it bit by bit

It's a spark of fire
Inside a small, innocent red rose
Warming up the icy nights
Burning up the hot days

It's a drop of water
Kept inside
Shielded from the air
None to take it away

Yet still the water drops

To unknown bottom
Too deep to look
Too dark to discover
None to take it back

Yet still the water drops

-Naytica-

A Wish Untold

Inside a small bottle
Trapped a wish untold
Silently fading away unknown

Shipped by the ocean
Upon the waves it sails
Faster than the wind it dissapears
From the mind of those unfamiliar
Older than the wisher itself
Carrying a hope for another second
After a fade smile it takes
To do only so and to close its eyes
In this world casted away
Nevertheless a faint smile stays
Greeting the hooded man in black

To forever live in black
To forever carry a sentence unread
To forever savour a sacrifice unknown

Inside a small bottle
There goes my wish kept untold

-Naytica-

Your Eyes As My Rock

Enchanting night
Vanished upon the glory of the moon
Escaping reality with validity
Righteous we make our choices
Your eyes as my rock
Thus the moon looks upon us
Hosting a party of its own
Intriguing hands of light
Never ceasing to invite
Generosity of the moon, it seems

Intervention made by time
Sincere look of sorrow to stab

Your eyes as my rock
Offering a way to validity
Upon the moon that looks over us
Reasonable we make our wishes
Safe and sound we make our touches

From now till then
From now till ever

-Naytica-

Wonder

In a different dimension

Long before the due date
Only a small ray of light
Vivid colours failed to fill my head
Entwined by black and white movie rolls

Overstating the beauty
Under the dark empty sky
Right before a wonder made by gravity

Nevertheless my red lips quiver
In between our short entangled breath
Going absent inside my mind
Hence a really young love
Twisted with a wonder made by gravity
Secretly blossoms its flower

Together

-Naytica-

Either Way It's You

The nights apart
And the nights together
Spent with a voice
Or with a dream

Either way it's you

Our hands only a milimeter away
Yet so far to ever reach
Only a milimeter away
From feeling the warmth of love kept inside

Anyway it's still yours

A smile within a smile
A kiss within a kiss
Given with a look
Taken with a touch

In every way I love every second of us
In every way I love every spark of us
That falls into the hands of a feeling
Called naive
Innocent love

-Naytica-

As Opposed to The Sweet Taste

Together forever
As opposed to the future

In love and a dream come true
As opposed to the past

Delivering a kiss and a hug
As opposed to the plan already signed

Wishing for a trip
As opposed to my logical thinking

Always flavourful days
As opposed to my numb senses

Flavour of the pleasure
Sweet as the taste of honey

Flavour of the nights
Sweet as the taste of cream

Flavour of the secret
Sweet and bitter
As the taste of a one-of-a-kind coffee

-Naytica-

A Morning Left Unturned

Pleading for a nod
Long before I voice a word
Enduring the feeling
As deep as closed eyes
Suppresed inside the shadows
Enchanting light yet to come

For a smile I plead
On and on I kneel
Resting in between the look
Given as a sigh
Instead of a word
Voiced with minor notes
Entitled as "The Morning"

Merged with crosses along
Entered a dream of white lashes

For all I've done
For a morning left unturned
For a love still standing

In a sigh I wish I can take away

-Naytica-

Sunset is Still On Hold

Trump card as my treasure
Without secrets, without doubts
Eventually stopping sunset to rise
Not a common path
To leave sunser as the day is still bright
Young and strong and still

Orders are naught
Neither stars or moon have a say
Eventually sunset is still on hold

Moving needles of a clock
Only to run around without sunset
None can even try
To take the sun to come down
Hence the moon doesn't stand a chance
Since this sun depicts a fact

With you
Is just a dream come true
Is just a wish fulfilled
Only means it's closer to our next months together

-Naytica-

Only With Will

In spite of the blue ocean
Thrusting its salty water towards me
Simply locking me inside its silky smooth body

However it began
Another dream, another hope
Rising high above the sky
Driving only will, I go

Though dreams are not going away
Only with will, I run

Lasting bars of the future's eyes
Overwhelming with a black charisma
Sucking every visions i thought i have
Endlessly with will, I fight

Young is this dream
Old is its direction
Until death do me apart, only with will, I pursue

Because that black charisma
Because that enchanting meeting
Because you
Are what i'm waiting for
At the end of my day

-Naytica-

Taboo

Time as my enemy
Hours as the last boss
Even seconds are my only hope

Features of uncertainties
Unwelcoming of some doubt
Though itself is nothing but a picture
Unacceptable by years ahead
Ready to go or not
Ever to stand still

Inside a space so wide
Spontaneously asking "When"

Inside a frame so limited
Never to answer "Now"
Eerie fact it is
Vital yet unimportant
Insensitive thoughts to come and go
Taboo as it is
After another word has passed
Beyond worlds is the joy
Lying next to the dark grey robe
Escape is not an option

-Naytica-

Under Pressure

Under pressure
Right before my own heart
Gently pushes me towards a feeling
Entering a chain of memories

Trapped within a surge of feelings
Of longing, of loneliness

Knight in a black suit
Indulged in his own mind
Seeking for a flower
Seeking for the kiss

Young and strong
Only to put pressure
Under a heart unabout

Is inescapable
Is all to ever search for

-Naytica-

A Long Night

A long night
Cruising across the heart
Of an unfinished story

A long night
Speaking as the voice
Of an undone tale

A long night
Creeping through memories
Of an old song

A long night
Sneaking into the life
Of a cherished tone

A long night
Depicted as a poem
In a life unexpected
In a smile hidden
In a promise kept as a secret

-Naytica-

Dibalik Cerahnya Hari

Meniti kenangan demi kenangan
Dibalik cerahnya hari aku terdiam
Dibalik kesunyian hari hatiku mendua
Antara tetesan lembut yang mengalir hangat
Antara suara nyaring yang terpendam

Menumpuk kenangan demi kenangan
Dibalik indahnya senyuman aku bersembunyi
Dibalik terangnya siang aku meratap
Tentang remangnya senja itu
Tentang teduhnya malam itu

Sepintas lagu lewati pikiran kalutku
Membawa memori
Membawa sebuncah perasaan
Titik-titik lembut embun pun berjatuhan
Rintik-rintik senandung syair yang rindu mengalun

Dibalik cerahnya hari aku terdiam
Dibalik kesunyian hari hatiku mendua
Berlindung dibalik semenanjung masa lalu
Berlindung dibalik ratapan lemah masa lalu
Mencari masa di saat mentari bersinar
Mencari masa di saat rembulan tersenyum

Cerahnya hari pun redup
Menelan senyuman singkat harapanku
Menelan sepintas kenangan indah
Menelan tetesan lembut embun yang mengalir hangat

-Naytica-

A New Start

Over the sky
Under the water
Out of the world
Inside the heart

Anywhere
Everywhere
Feelings wont lie
Words always come

And here's a new blog
By Naytica Tellamy
Devoted only to my writings

I hope you guys like it~

-Naytica-

Calls

Your voice
A dream

Your voice
A star

Your face
A day

Your presence
A world

Looks my heart
To you

A hunch
Calls to embrace

An instinct
Calls to love

A hug

Sent to a world
On a day
Within a dream
Under a star

-Naytica-

The Gravity

Approaching a smile
Towards the lips
How I can't take my eyes off
Of the gravity

Approaching eyes
Towards the future I see inside
How I can't get my mind off
Of the gravity

Smiling to the laughter
To the love I hear
How I cant get my heart off
Of the gravity

I have all I need
I have all I can ask for
Endorsed in the gravity
I have all I love

-Naytica-

Feelings of An Innocent Soul

A feeling
A thought
Felt unconciously
Driven uncontrollable

Despised by others
Hurt by itself
So badly it scars
An innocent soul

Despicable says others
Disgraceful says itself
So much it conceals
An innocent soul

A feeling
A thought
Full of vengeance
Dosed by hatred

-Naytica-

Rivers of Secret

More to love

Yes, about you

Without doubts

Heartfelt words as proof

Of you, of us

Living danger

Entrusted by love

Weak and puny

Only I know myself

Rivers of secrets

Looking flawless yet

Drowned in remorse

Is not about you

Is not about me

Is about us

Driven sideways by regret

In the rivers of secret

Another dream

Another wish

Washed away

-Naytica-

Powerless

Loud and clear

The message was heard

Straight forward your words come out

"I love you"

"I want you"

"I need you"

Hummings

Unclear whispers

Complicated answers

All I can say

"You're beautiful"

"You're kind"

"You're perfect"

Turned my face away

Blushed and hid it

Said no to everything

All I can do

Poweless

Against a life impossible

Against a wish impeccable

"Will you be mine?"

-Naytica-

Every Choice

Picture your face

Painted as a masterpiece on a vase

Delivered with passion

Wrapped with unlimited devotion

To eternity it goes

Through years and worlds

Between the past and present

All it knows are memories and the future

Upon a raging ocean it swims

Taking every step with peace

Peace, to ease every heart

Knows only not to feel

Knows only not to think

Knows only to hide its appearance

Under the open sky

Considering every choice with intellect

Though a thought is not to choose

For a mind unsettled

For a heart insecured

For a pair of hands tied behind

For lips bound to shut

In the middle of the running world

A soul to choose its path

-Naytica-

Vintage Age

Dependant on love

Only God knows why

Nevertheless I live

To see either A or B

Landlord of a space

Eventually abandoned and aged

After years of company

Vintage age, I suppose

Endure death, not a choice

Maked with a grin

Endorsed in luxury

Though I'm young

Though I'm stupid

Though I'm yours

Though we're only human

-Naytica-

Summer Evening

Indistinct place

Dusty furnitures

Rusty silverwares

Empty halls

A part of a dream

Made of anguish

Treated with riddles

On a summer evening

Full of orange

Yet no wish can ever be wished

On this summer evening

Upon the sky nor the ground

Every night since

Every second since

Every time I close my eyes

How I wish dreams would last

Forever

-Naytica-

Down The Well And Up

At a crop field

Charging towards high grass

Rise my face against the wind

Over the sky my heart goes

Seeing things i never saw

Seeking things i never got

To travel under the sun

Harassed by thoughts of a face

Enchanted by dreams that never came

Without worries

Or even fears

Raising my hopes to a world unknown

Losing my cool to the thought of a star

Down the well and up

I wish i can go

-Naytica-

Fullmoon

Untied to the world

Night is its company

Driving wishes to come true

Engrossed with the universe

Rooting souls to never quit

Tonight I stare

Humming with the wind

Enchanted by the love song it made

Morning to stay behind

Oceans to bow upon you

Own every soul beneath your dim light

Never dark, never obscure

I wish

I pray

I admire

Oh fullmoon

I kneel upon you

-Naytica-

In Time And Space

Another day I do not wish for

Looking blue

Looking black

Irrational yet as real as the sun

Towards hours I walk

Haunted by rays of moonlight

I know it's you

Not close, not far

Keeps me searching for the star

Anything I do

Bound to say "The world is unfair"

Or "I want to be up in the sky"

Unlike any other

Time and space is the reason

If I only know

Such a thing I wouldn't do

Yet derived by depression

Only comfort I seek

Untied, unbound

Ever since I found you

-Naytica-

Of You And You

Instinctive feeling

Made to drive my heart

Interestingly against my will

Secretly towards you

Simply not understandable

Yet tears are there as proof

Of how the heart does

Until I see you

Sounds and pictures

Of you and you

Missing so much, I lost you

Upon a dream I hung myself

Carrying my only prayer

How I want to see you

And I need you and you

-Naytica-

Memangku Anak Bulan

Dipenuhi tanah

Tangan mencari buah

Berselimut harap

Bersarungkan keyakinan

Ditemani peluh mengisi meja

Dengan hadiah, dengan syukur

Satu malam berlalu

Tuhan masih menemani

Merindu dunia

Bayang-bayang jauh di Bulan

Menutup diri dari sungai

Sungai jauh dari bumi

Para penempa bumi

Mengangkut, menimang anak Bulan

Bagai kancil menjamu singa

Buta namun melihat

Memangku anak Bulan

Di tengah jantung bumi

Bagai kucing menjamu anjing

Takjub akan satu sama lain

Saling tatap, saling tak acuh

Memanggil tanah perantara dunia

-Naytica-

Through The Sky

Young and heavy
Overreacting over a whisper
Unintended charm
Reaching for you

Victor in my life
Offers me a whole new one
Inflicts my thoughts
Chanting in my head
Extracting every feeling I have

Enters my heart
Neverending smile
Took a flower
Above the sky it comes from
Next to a goddess
God knows where
Leaving a past behind
Escaping the present
Seeking the future to be

Married to a dream
Yes, i wish for a dream

Here in the southeastern coast
Every rain is to scream
After another burden is hidden
Right outside your door
Tis only where i yield

Everytime i go under the sun
Through the sky
Through the planet

-Naytica-

Beats Of My Heart

Beats of my heart
Uneven
Unabout
Scattered around my body
Boils my blood
Moves my muscles

Creating its own world
Convinced it's perfect
Perfectly empty it seems
But a light behind the shadows

It's true self concealed
Behind a smile
Far away
A bit of a mystery
Pulling towards

Beats of my heart
Uneven
Unabout
Skips a beat with every word
Jumps out with every whisper

Compiling my own book
Of unraveled mysteries
Of untouched secrets
To the deep I go
To my own world i hide
My secret to always keep

-Naytica-

Sin is Now My Friend

Going sideways
under the sun
or between the days

will never make it
will always stop

too hot
too far
under the sun is my limit

too used to it
too warm
between the days is my place

getting nowhere
yet staying on track

trying to break free
yet powerless against love

trying to break free
yet powerless against the past

am i doing the right thing?
yet i know sin is now my friend

-Naytica-

Meeting You Was A Coincidence

Meeting you was a coincidence
Your heart was afar

Looking for you was never a challenge
Until you went and fly away
Chanting my name nowadays
Kicks in my head from thoughts of you
Yards i wish i can make

Chatting as time goes
Harvesting feelings like none before
Asking why along the way
Rescuing a soul about to be depraved
Meeting you was a blessing

And i can only hope
For more as you're here

-Naytica-

Silverwares

Like silverwares waiting to be polished
A box

Made of gold

Made of coal

Made of emerald

Made of dirt

Waiting to get cleaned

Like silverwares waiting to be sparkling

A box

Made of depression

Made of desperation

Made of suppressed memories

Made of pain

Waiting to get cleaned

So heavy it's looking for help

So painful it's looking for drugs

So hard it's planning to give up

Like silverwares, only waiting

A box

Wishing to be dead as a silverware

-Naytica-

Mimpi Semata

Berjuta rasa
Berjuta kata
Remukkan hati
Menjadi serpih demi serpih

Kulepas air mata
Jatuh ke dunia
Tak bersahabat
Tak berakhir

Kurelakan sepasang mata
Tertutup karena pedih
Luka mendalam
Sakit tak berbekas

Setitik cahaya tak kentara
Penuh harap
Penuh dosa
Bagi dunia itu dosa

Secercah impian
Penuh cinta
Penuh tawa
Bagi dunia itu musuh

Selarik nada
Penuh rindu
Penuh angan
Bagi dunia itu harus sirna

Begitu tak bersahabat
Begitu mimpi semata

-Naytica-

Dear, I'm Letting You Go

Simply trying to understand
The meaning of forgetting
The meaning of remembering
The meaning of cherishing
A memory that has been there
And will always be

Lying
To cover up a story
I never wanted to share
I never wanted to acknowledge

Fading
To remove the dark pictures
I always wanted to throw
I always wanted to vanish

Simply trying to understand
The meaning of letting go
The meaning of throwing everything away
The meaning of putting everything far away
A secret that has been there
And will always be

A secret to always hide
A secret to never mention
A secret between you and me
Dear, have we changed
Dear, have we decided
Dear, I'm letting you go

-Naytica-

Menanti Kesempatan

Mencinta langit
Dikala hujan tak terlihat
Mencinta air
Dikala hujan berlimpah

Menatap cakrawala
Tanpa lelah, tanpa letih
Mencari secercah sinar
Menilik seberkas cahaya

Terbalut rintik
Berselimut rindu
Bersemayam dalam dingin
Mencinta gelapnya awan

Tanpa payung untuk berteduh
Tak seorang tuk melindungi
Tak seorang tuk berbagi

Sendiri

Sedu-sedan kan berakhir
Kapan?
Entah
Tak kurasa hujan miliki akhir
Tak kurasa waktu bersahabat

Esok yang kuimpikan
Subuh yang kunanti
Demi mencari belahan jiwa
Tatkala dunia tak mengijinkan
Kugenggam erat dirimu dalam hati
Hati yang merenung
Menanti kesempatan

-Naytica-

X

A firm grasp of who i am
Levelled up by glances
Enhanced by voices
X as the sign of wrong
Another kiss is stolen
Not one you does not know
Directly through my body
Enters my heart like an open room
Reaches my deepest fears

Asked by your heart
Beyond a firm line
Enterring a new world
Leaving my sorrow

Infinite possibilities

Looking for a future
Only the two of us
Vows over rings
Escaped the world

You took my hand
Over night i dream
United as one

And forever more i wish
And forever more we are
And forever more i will

-Naytica-

Only You Know Why

Ready for an opportunity
Invited by a sweet voice
Chanting in my head
Hey, will you stay
Another second passes
Restarting my options
Don't leave

Just a path
Obligations to choose
Handing me more than i can ever deal
Another second passes
Never going away
Simply loving
Enough darkness
No more wandering

In this state

Leaving my conscious away
Overcoming fears for good
Vibrations of love found
Echoing music to now and ever

Yielding a sword
Only to pierce a heart
Unlikely to harm

And only you know why

-Naytica-

Unlike The World

Facing our fears
Facing our time
Facing our deaths

Unlike life
they're dark

Unlike the world
they're fair

Fair for their way
Choices are not to be
Questions are not to be asked
Wishes are meant only to break

Escaping
my only wish
broken by a failure

Running away
my only choice
blocked by a wall
made by my own heart

Hiding
my only way
revealed by fear
my own fear

Surrounded by knives
Tempted by 2 stories up
Searching for a way to go
Without pain
Without thoughts
Just peace
and silence

Unlike the world
They're fair
Towards their preys
By their own rules

-Naytica-

Love Asks

Love far away from here
Love stunned by space
Love blocked by time
Love rejected by heart
Love simply asking for understanding
Love simply wanting some affection

"Is it death?"
love asks,
"Or is it merely pain without wounds?"

Life
asking for decision

World
asking for a choice

Heart
seeking for a place to hide

Human
wishing for love to go
waiting for love to come
asking for love to vanish
hoping for love to stay

"Is this normal?"
love asks
"Or is this merely a sin made by human?"

Love
simply asking for directions

-Naytica-

The Depth of A Secret

Darkness
In unlimited depth
As well as a heart
with unlimited capacity
Has their share of secrets

Unknown by itself
Hidden from others
Concealed from many

Unfairness
In years of living
As well as the world
with its unlimited crimes

Revealed at times
Hated by then
Despised immediately

Yes
I realize
Yes
I know
Of its existence
Yet my conscious
Is all but acknowledging

The depth of a secret
Untouched by conscious
Made by reality
Taken away by life
And unwanted by time and space

-Naytica-

a.k.a.

Read my heart
Inside out
Changed my path
Here and there
Another place
Right accross the ocean
Directly under the sun

a.k.a.

Revealing secrets
Indifferent to treasures
Kind but far
Undivided yet separated
Strong yet broken
Unidentified yet loved

A secret to live with
Short in time
But rich in memories
A secret to keep hidden
To admire and to cherish
Yet to let go and to say farewell
Is all there is to it

a.k.a.

-Naytica-

Mengharap Namun Sirna

Laut yang berbaring tenang
Sunyi tanpa riak
Tanpa pertanda kehiudpan

Pelita berterbangan
Melawan arus
Menembus ombak

Suara mencari getaran
Terhalang dunia
Ditepis angin

Warna menari
Bersuka, bercinta
Melukis, menulis
Mencuri jiwa

Bersemayam diujung malam
Terlindungi, tersembunyi
Tak dikenal, tak diketahui
Bermandi sinar bulan, berbalut bayangan

Berharap jiwa berlalu
Mencari, menemukan
Melihat, menyelamatkan

Tersesat
Mengharap namun sirna
Meminta tanpa balasan

-Naytica-

Just An Obsession

From afar
From a distance

Just a glimpse
Just a second

All i have
All i can do

Perfectly normal
Though impossible to bear

Completely innocent
Yet filled with lust

Is this love?
Or is this an obsession?

Tickles my senses
Aggravates my heart

Is this love?
Or is this an obsession?

Distant, yet close
Not realizing
Yet our eyes met

How i wish
How i pray
How i want you

-Naytica-

Shadow

For years I've loved
For months I've dreamed
For weeks I've cried
For days I've hoped

But your name is all I have
Memories of the old you is all I remember
Your heart is still hidden

Deep inside a village
With people locking themselves in
With angels travelling
Yet giving no care
Yet taking no glance

Only a shadow
A part of my world
The shadow i've always seen
The shadow i've always followed
My own shadow
My shadow who was walking next to you

-Naytica-

A Bit Far to The Northwest

Blinded by fun

Deafened by the music of angels

Numbed by a depict

Still my heart does not know its place

Still my heart yearns for more

Still my heart wishes for the impossible

A bit far to the northwest

Where day is all there is

Where light is all you have

Still my heart prays for another

Still my heart asks for life

Still my heart knows not where to stand

A bit far to the northwest

I can see

I can hear

I can feel

Still i know not where to live

Still i know not which way to take

Still i know not my heart's place

-Naytica-

An Ending and Another Destination

The past may not last
And love is not to be casted upon

The future may always be a destination
But it is not to be reached

The present may not be impeccable
But it is meant to be

Not despicable
Just predictable
Though it is still painful

Not to be resented
But can't be prevented
Though from afar it is the best

'Tis a box I'm keeping
In which I kept what was mine
In which I kept what was yours
'Tis a box within and beyond reach

Once in a lifetime is all I can give
Though twice is to happen
'Tis a box to reach and to be returned
One in which I reached deep to take
That treasure which was yours
Giving it back is a grace
For it to be accepted is amnesty
A wish to end the past
A wish to decide a new course
Are all I have left

-Naytica-

Our Love

How I see it is enormous
How I see it is contagious
How I wish it would be is this
How I wish it would be is eternal
How I know it is ours

What may it be?
Confusingly addictive
Yet fragile as a newly born
Like flowers and bees
Yet as incompatible as fire and ice

Whose may it be?
Clearly not the ocean's
Of course not the earth's
Definitely not the trees'
Only these two hearts'
Only these two souls'
Only ours

What may it be?
It's love
Our love

-Naytica-