Like The Rain

Today, the rain goes on

all day long

and it's like

reflecting my heart

I was crying

since yesterday night until now

just like the rain

that rains since yesterday night

until now

when i was writting this poem

and now,

I feel hard to breathe

My eyes is hurt and felt heavy

and my mind is stressed out

I don't know what should i do know

Everything that i can think

to solve this thing

Will always hurt somebody else

I'm tired of thingking

I'm tired of crying

I'm tired of all of this!

My mind just can't stop making my heart cries

Inside of me

no matter everywhere i go

no matter what am i doing

no matter how many times i try to calmed down

My feelings keep saying

that i want to hear his voice

calling my name and say he loves me

but i don't want to hope

i can only read his old messages

that says he loves me so much

but i don't know why

I'm not smiling because of it

and my tears fall down

Like the rain

That keep pouring this world

with its water

-Naytica-